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Postby *Elle* » Sun Apr 18, 2010 1:10 pm

God I wish I had your enthusisasim lol
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Postby Fireflare77 » Tue Apr 20, 2010 7:23 am

*Elle* wrote:God I wish I had your enthusisasim lol


YAY! A COMMENTOR!!!

Horray for Elle! *small parade held in your honor*

But I do have good times. Like this weekend, for example. I saw Bye Bye Birdie for the second time, which was refreshing and sad. It's my theater group, my home, in a way, my family, so it was sad to watch them all perform without me. I took notes to write a good review to be posted to FB that will also discuss the wonders of Metro (which will of course be hidden from those who love to ruin my life). Then I went to the cast party, which they said that they'd love to have me in. Which was pretty cool, considering that I wasn't in the cast-- But I felt right at home. Next, it was off to Indika's house for the post-party-party. Then, after watching the preformance on a laptop for about an hour, we decided to say our goodbyes and head off to the sleepover (so now it's about three or four in the morning).

We only actually lasted about three hours before falling asleep. I'm not sure if teenage guys have sleepovers still, but we do. And it was amazing. Espically since Kyle's mom is such a sound sleeper. We had an epic sword fight in her living room :D. Good times, good times. It was so sad to say goodbye to everyone.

Oh, and the Honors Society called to tell me I made it. They also asked what the name of the font I used was, because they wanted to steal it for use in their newsletter. (grin) So that's cool.

And now, the homework I've been putting off for four days.

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Postby *Elle* » Tue Apr 20, 2010 1:26 pm

I'm jealous I can't get into honor society cause I go to a tech school for a Half day
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Postby Fireflare77 » Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:55 pm

Sorry to hear that, Elle. :\
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Postby *Elle* » Sun Apr 25, 2010 10:35 am

its okay..
next yr when im a junior I can get into National Technical Honor Society since my grades are good there:)
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Postby Fireflare77 » Sun Apr 25, 2010 2:28 pm

My blog entry this go-around boils down to two things: perfect first kiss (subsequently followed by perfect second, third, fourth, and fifth kisses) and drama about prom. But I'm too tired to write about any of it now.
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Postby Fireflare77 » Sun May 02, 2010 3:01 pm

Lots of updates. Tons of drama. Most of it will turn out to be inconsequential and not-very-life-changing, so what's the point in posting it?

I do have good updates, though. :D I got a new hairstyle. It's a little shorter, and black. Also, my summer wardrobe happened early this year, yay!
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Postby *Elle* » Sun May 02, 2010 4:05 pm

Black hair! Sweeeeet:)
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Postby Fireflare77 » Sun May 09, 2010 9:02 pm

Prom was last night. It was SO great. People are taking things well. Everything's great.
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Postby *Elle* » Mon May 10, 2010 5:27 pm

You can go to prom at your age?
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Postby Fireflare77 » Mon May 17, 2010 5:15 am

*Elle* wrote:You can go to prom at your age?


When you're dating a senior. :)
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Postby *Elle* » Mon May 17, 2010 6:25 pm

What?? Lucky you!
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Postby Fireflare77 » Thu May 20, 2010 2:10 am

Blog,

Hm... (does the "thinker" pose) An interesting proposition.

I may just have to take him up on his offer... God... Tsk, tsk; complications, complications.

Spencer
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Postby Fireflare77 » Fri Aug 27, 2010 1:53 am

Life has been so... That's strange. Let me try again. Life's been so... ... Nope. Still nothing. It's odd, for me at least. I'm always a word-well. No words to describe it. Very mixed. You've got love, spite, passion, heartbreak, longing, consideration, and philisophical food for thought, all smushed on one side of the brain, with the other half occupied with the world's worst psychological torture there is to endure: a complete deprivation of stimulus, imposed by an overbearring, emotionally agressive mother with an indeterminate diagnosable medical condition. So to sneak online, even for a small, precious, hour, is great for me. Things in my life have really slowed to a predictable routine since my breakup and the ARD protest in Louisville, KY a few weeks back. Driver's ED, (payless, still) work, and a lack of stimulous for the remaining hours, save eating (still in my room), bathroom breaks, and showers. It's absolutely... Undescribable. But that doesn't mean I won't try. And all of this will, of course, make going back to school an ever more-appealing prospect. Now I almost can't wait. In addition, there's a rising (on a more PC line of thought, we'll call it "romantic") tension between a life-long friend and me which has already over the Summer begun to mannifest itself... "romantically", though without the aid of face-to-face interaction. I'm sure that at some point in the future, this will be adressed and resolved, perhaps becoming more than a one-night ordeal, though I'd be incredibly naive to say the least in hoping for anything like a relationship, especially one that goes public. But I can hope and fantasize, as can everyone. Having only become single in the eleventh hour of freshman year, it is known that I am "on the market", and anyone wishing to put in a bit has had a whole Summer to mull it over. I can only think that now everyone will know exactly where to find me and that some lucky hottie (oh please god of my intermittant faith, please be a hottie) will snatch me up very quickly. But even if this does not come to pass, I will have my friends (fingers crossed for the hottie).

Please world, someone... Somewhere. Let me know that my words and thoughts wern't sucked into some ineffable void. Let me know that someone bothered to read my rant, or at least acknowledged its existance. I'm feeling a little isolated, and just this knowledge would bring me a world of relief.

Love Always,
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Postby Fireflare77 » Mon Sep 27, 2010 3:16 am

Dear Blog,

Sophomore year. Less drama than I'd expected. I made Concert Choir A, and was also made a section leader. I'm really happy about that.

I wasn't allowed to audition for the Fall play, Brave New World, even after establishing a contract with my mother beforehand.

The hottie that I wished for a few months ago entered my life. That was nice. It's not romantic, or even particularly flirtacious... But still, my convoluted mind will somehow warp it to be so.

I've gotten rather absorbed in my graphic art. I've been told it's rather good. I'd like to know what someone thinks. (yeah, yeah, I've been begging for input for months, not even Elle is going to bother remarking in the slightest; but that won't stop me from asking)

This is the public link: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2036971&id=1584960113&l=58cc56b5c4

Love Always,

P.S. Might also be worth the mention that I plan on being a WriMo this year.
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Postby Fireflare77 » Mon Sep 27, 2010 3:44 am

Dearest Blog,

I'm back. I couldn't sleep, and I wanted to get one more thought down. Dissillusionment. Long word, heavy concept.

(psychotic laugh to self) And now I don't even want to talk about it. What a waste of your effort to read this.

If I'm going to have to get up in a few hours, and I've already gotten four hours of sleep, is there really any point in trying and inevitably failing to get any more sleep before morning? And if I do, I know that no ammount of coffe will wake me in the morning. So why bother?

Ever want to go back to when it was simple?

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Postby *Elle* » Wed Sep 29, 2010 2:52 pm

What should I be commenting on Spencer?
Sorry I havent been online much lol
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Postby Fireflare77 » Thu Oct 07, 2010 9:27 am

*Elle* wrote:What should I be commenting on Spencer?
Sorry I havent been online much lol


Oh. Elle! Great to see you and a very novel effort here with the potential comment.

Dear Blog,

Things have gotten interesting lately. I've seen my mother regress down into the full spectrum of psychosis. I'm talking animalistic psychosis. As in, no rational thought to redeem actions, and I'M the one, remember who should feel like a caged animal.

SpencerK.
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Postby *Elle* » Fri Oct 08, 2010 2:26 pm

Spencer!
I miss ya buddy!!!!
R.I.P. Mikey, Brandy and Chris

Dream as if you have forever. Live as if you only have today.--James Dean

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