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Posted: Wed Dec 09, 2009 6:25 pm
by Richard Howardson
It's 4:39 am over here at my place. And thinking about the incident or better say accident i witnessed, i just can't sleep.

My friends and I, we were out for a long drive at around 1 am in the morning. We felt hungry so went to a restaurant which was closed but they give parcel for home (which is illegal). While returning we saw a crowd gathered near a tree. I stopped my bike and went to see what's the matter. And there it was a guy lying there covered in blood and his scooter lying near him. I asked the people standing there and they told he dashed on the tree and fell. That man was lying there unconscious and all those people were doing was staring at him discussing something among themselves trying their mobiles on some help line. No one even cared to take him to the nearby hospital....and guess what, 5 of them had their cars with them!
What can I say? WT doesn't allow to use slangs or abusive language or else this post would have consist of the worst slangs that you have ever heard of.

Me and my friends arranged for a cab and we took him to the hospital.
We checked for his ID card in his wallet and some home contact on his phone....and we called them.

We went to the spot of accident, and collected his stuffs. There was a packet of sweets lying there. He might have got promoted. And he was drunk (must be in celebration).

We waited there. After like 25 minutes we went it and we got to know that guy is no more. He f**king died in front of us!

Only if those people would have brought him a bit earlier, only if we would have went out a bit earlier...he might have been living.

I don't know what to say. It seems like, we are just called as humans.
Yes, we are a part of mankind...We are man but are we kind?

Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 6:18 pm
by Richard Howardson
Well recently I saw this movie, "The Notebook". I have been hearing about it a lot from my friends. And i now know's worth it. I almost cried..lolz.

Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 12:28 pm
by Richard Howardson

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May the spirit of Christmas bring you peace,
The gladness give you hope,
The warmth grant you love.

~Richard Howardson~

Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2009 10:52 pm
by *Elle*
Hope you had a nice holiday!

Avril Lavigne Portrait

Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 4:06 pm
by Richard Howardson
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 4:08 pm
by Richard Howardson
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 4:13 pm
by Richard Howardson
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Posted: Mon Jan 18, 2010 5:29 pm
by *Elle*
^^Nice Richard!

Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 2:43 am
by Richard Howardson
thanks should see on emo forum, i got some really nice comments on the portrait of avril there.

Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 2:29 pm
by Richard Howardson
went on a long drive wid a girl after long. It was realy gr8.

Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 5:47 pm
by *Elle*
someone has a girlfriend lol...

Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 12:27 am
by Richard Howardson

NO NO!!!

she's not my girlfriend i went out with. just a good friend. i can think about it though :P

but nothing for now.

Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 10:12 am
by *Elle*
Ha ha..
Enjoy it..
Ive been off school all week cause of snow...Im praying to go to school tommorow..Im so sick of seeing these rooms

Posted: Tue Feb 16, 2010 1:37 pm
by Richard Howardson
It's still snowing there?!!

Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 2:07 pm
by *Elle*
Yeah we've have close to 30 inches..
More is coming...

Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 5:17 pm
by Richard Howardson
hope it will go soon. know what...i was reading our old chats...and i really do miss you, badly. I almost cried tonight.

i don't know what to say now. i should better go for now.

take care.

Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 2:45 pm
by *Elle*
Ha.. Don't cry!

Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 2:49 pm
by Richard Howardson online!!! :D

I was waiting for you. I didn't cry really. I don't cry now.

so how are you?

Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 2:57 pm
by Richard Howardson
Are you gone? :(

Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 3:28 pm
by *Elle*
Sorry I posted then left..

Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2010 11:55 am
by Richard Howardson's k.

i was just missing you badly know....

anyways, no problem. take care.

Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 11:53 am
by Richard Howardson
"Hey, what's up? How do you do?" is what everyone's asking me.
As a matter of fact from those thousands asking it...very few really care about how i feel.
So when someone asks me...all I do is reply with a nice and happy smile..."I'm fine, what about you?"

Do I tell them if i'm having a bad day?
Trust me. You really would not wanna be anywhere near me when I'm having a bad day.

Oh...but some people insist on telling what's wrong with me. But I really don't want to repeat the whole thing again and again like a tape recorder. So I'll tell you all here.

Wondering why I've put it on the discussion board?
Cuz some people i know of really want to discuss this.

So how do i do?

There's this very good friend (as i considered her), who is not talking to me cuz her boyfriend has a problem with me. Her bf thought there's something going on between us and he broke up with her. But then he told her that he's ready to come back if she stops talking to me or having any kind of contact.
So she did so cuz she loved him very much and has all that whatever feelings for him.

But you know...I'm just fine.

And hey, there's this girl...and we have been in relation for quite long now. I think she's really great. Though she says she's not. Now having a relation for this long, she believes that all I want is sex and nothing else.

How do I feel?

How would you feel when the person you considered as your friend...and you try to do everything to keep 'em happy leaves you just like that.?!

How would you feel when all your life you try to give your partner the best of you and your partner tells you that you don't love them?!

And people ask me how do i do?
I won't speak much..but let me tell you how do i feel.

I feel like "The Hulk" or like the beast when Saiyans transform during the full moon....I feel like destroying everything which crosses my path. I want to demolish every single bit of it.

Well...that's that.

but hey, don't worry....I'm just fine :)

Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 8:43 am
by Richard Howardson's been long. hope everything's fine with all you guys. Christmas gonna be here so I guess you'll be busy.

Anyways, just an update. I'm working on a video for this Christmas. Not very Christmas-y though. Kinda sad. It's in memory of my girlfriend who died in an accident. Just cuz it was Christmas when she told me that she's in love with me, I thought it was the least I could do.

take care you all.

Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 9:23 am
by TheMudge
I knew the site was slow, but this is ridiculous.

Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 8:55 am
by Richard Howardson