What should I be commenting on Spencer? Sorry I havent been online much lol Oh. Elle! Great to see you and a very novel effort here with the potential comment. Dear Blog, Things have gotten interesting lately. I've seen my mother regress down into the full spectrum of psychosis. I'm talking animali...

Dearest Blog, I'm back. I couldn't sleep, and I wanted to get one more thought down. Dissillusionment. Long word, heavy concept. (psychotic laugh to self) And now I don't even want to talk about it. What a waste of your effort to read this. If I'm going to have to get up in a few hours, and I've al...

Dear Blog, Sophomore year. Less drama than I'd expected. I made Concert Choir A, and was also made a section leader. I'm really happy about that. I wasn't allowed to audition for the Fall play, Brave New World, even after establishing a contract with my mother beforehand. The hottie that I wished f...

Life has been so... That's strange. Let me try again. Life's been so... ... Nope. Still nothing. It's odd, for me at least. I'm always a word-well. No words to describe it. Very mixed. You've got love, spite, passion, heartbreak, longing, consideration, and philisophical food for thought, all smush...

*Elle* wrote:You can go to prom at your age?

When you're dating a senior.

God I wish I had your enthusisasim lol YAY! A COMMENTOR!!! Horray for Elle! *small parade held in your honor* But I do have good times. Like this weekend, for example. I saw Bye Bye Birdie for the second time, which was refreshing and sad. It's my theater group, my home, in a way, my family, so it ...

Mmm. I'm having a sort of implosive FML moment. Fitting. He just walked in. Again. I try to live under the delusion that I'm religiously tollerant, but that's just been getting harder for me. I'm now quite thourgally convinced that "the mormons" are ruining my life. I wish that I could expand on th...

*Elle* wrote:

Fireflare77 wrote:

*Elle* wrote:Im going to have to find you on Facebook Del:)

I'd be quite honored to be your FB buddy as well, that is if you'd have me

of course duuude!!! I will find you

I was reffering to delany, Elle, but yeah, I'll find you too.

FML Wheeling and dealing, The liveliest bunch around. Laughing and eating, Laughs and gluttany abound. My bare nerves exposed, The tension in my mind, Ready to implode, The nail in the coffin. It's obvious, them, My pillars of support, Condemned to crumble. My order not reflected in your famous eye...

TheMudge wrote:Christmas music. Don't ask.

I'm not asking, but you know I'm wondering.

Attempts at subtle whispers and everyone typing-- very loudly.

I was up most of last night writing my application for Honor Society. It was both different and frightening. I'm not used to writing about how great I am, and I was expecting even less to be good at it. That scared me a little bit. And I'll be up tonight as well. After five or more hours of unappri...

Wow. There's quite a bit I find myself juggling now. Between school and work, a relationship has to fit in somewhere. I guess I know how all of you feel now. But everything is so wonderful. For those of you who can't relate yet, think "gay best friend" but no less than three times as good. His name...

*Elle* wrote:Im going to have to find you on Facebook Del:)

I'd be quite honored to be your FB buddy as well, that is if you'd have me

4/X/2010 Dear Blog, I have entirely lost my concept of time. I tried just now to write a poem to that extent, but after about a week of starring at the screen, with only one stanza, I gave up. Also, I underestimated the convienence of using a computer to make posts... The date is much easier to fin...

The next day she changed her relationship status on facebook. FACEBOOK. Oh my god, are we in high school again? She doesn't even bother to talk to me? She's 36! Shouldn't she have grown up by now? haha There's a reason I don't even list my relationship status on Facebook. People like to make a huge...

3/31/2010 Dearest Blog, Hm... Departure from the single world. Freshman year. I never dreamed it in my wildest... Okay, maybe my wildest dreams, but that didn't happen very often. It wasn't even on my radar. It just... Happened. Boom. No big deal, no big, ceremonious banners and trumpets, and fanfa...

You do realize, of course, that "hot" is a relative term ... I'm not saying he is or isn't ... I'm just sayin' I'm sayin' ... No, Mudge, I get what you're saying. It is a relative thing, but only to an extent. A little secret? We're working with the homecoming king . But not too loudly, we don't ha...

3/29/2010 Dearest Blog, Wow. My romantic life saw a flip-over that I never anticipated in a million years. A senior. A senior who thinks I'm hot. A senior I think is hot who thinks I'm hot. A senior who thinks I'm hot who I think is hot who is also my best friend. Wow. I guess my life is capable of...